Currently 11.27pm and I just got back home from 832 .

Planned to hangout till the next day but I guess it's cancelled .

I'm in a fatigue state of body and mind .

And i'm in the midst of throwing up .

I don't feel good , and I sense that my period is coming . LOL .

Even though things didn't turn out the way it was supposed to be ,

i'm joyful enough to heave a sigh of relief .

Things are back to normal with my dearest Dinah .

It's just a matter of us meeting each other and talk things out ,

and of course , apologize .

But Dinah , i'm sorry that I can't spend the night with you today .

If I did , it would be only the two of us . And there will be no one to so called protect us .

Sorry babe , but I promise you that this Thursday's plan with Darlene and Rabiatul

will be an awesome one . ♥

There's still uncountable thoughts lingering inside my brain cells .

I couldn't quite get the fact for some people whom I know to be selfish in a sense .

Why aren't you guys satisfied seeing me and him together ?

What wrong have I done ?

It's so exaggerated that some even asked him to let me go .

Am I that bad for him ?

Even if I was , do you have the rights to even judge this situation ?

Who's life are you controlling ? Mine or yours ?

I know , I get it . I'm not a good girl for god's sake .

But seriously , I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY .

Why must you guys be unhappy for who I am in love with ?

Why must you guys take it as something unconsiderable ?

We both love each other , and we think it's very cruel of you to not support us .

We're pals , buddies , friends , companions .

Through thick and thin , but never let any party down .

I really hope things could be better , because I just want you back as someone I can count on .

You know who you are . If you're clueless , then time will tell everything .

Whatever the case , my babygirls really made my day today .

We had a lot of hilarious moments and seriously , I laughed more than I ever could .

Heartiest thanks to Darlene , Dinah , Rabiatul .

I love you three to the infinity .

And I love the part where you girls sang those few songs to me .

LOVELOVELOVE ♥ IT .

OOOOOOHH , I love him a lot .

I'm sorry for my last minute attitude .

I just found out that i'm having my menses .

PMS dude , and I apologise for that .

See you tomorrow love ♥

It's been a long time since I updated my blog .

Been busy with outings and problems .

Come to think of it , I'm unsure of whether I could hold on any longer .

Yes , people have been babbling in my ears to just stay strong .

And my eardrums are prone to those advices .

You guys are not facing what I'm facing now , so don't think that it's

as easy as ABC okay ?

And i'm ready for a fight with my neighbour .

You call my mum a slut ? Well let's see who's going to be the slut okay ?

I swear to God that you're going to pay for what you have said .

And I hate it when my mum tries to seal her agony by smiling .

She doesn't want to show me that she's going through something bad .

Come on mom , you're bad at acting .

You can't lie with your eyes .

And i'm thankful enough that you're willing to share with me what had happened to you yesterday . At least I know that i'm someone important that needs to know .

Don't worry , i'll fight for your rights .

I love you , and that's all that matters .

Ooooh , meeting my boyfriend soon .

Need to wake him up at 4pm . Hope he doesn't silent his phone .

He always do that so that no one wakes him up .

Love him to bits and pieces .