Currently 12.24pm and i'm just in the living room blogging(obviously) and watching the
television .

She left my house , yes she did .
Korang kalau tak tau citer , don't even bother to ask me .
And don't bother bringing up the story even if you knew .

And you babe ,
If you expect me to react , then i'm sorry . I'm not going to do anything .
You want to know why ? Because i'm tired of hearing everything .
Tired of entertaining EVERY FUCKING THING!
Betol ahh cakap kau , jad orang baek memang tak bagos kan?
Kepale mesti kene pijak giler babi nye .
Yes yes , people do that to you but please reflect on yourself , will ya ?

I'm sorry babe , aku nye orang tak akan mengalah , kau knal aku .
Pasal aku tau aku tak salah , aku setakat marah kau jek per .
Da lah kakak2 kau semuer macam TOOT , besar nye TOOT .
That's why i'm replacing them as a sister okay ?
Aku sayang kau la babe , BUT
Aku bukan adek2 kau , at least beralas la siket kalau bobal .
This is all basic manners .
I know you didn't raise you voice ,
but the way you talked just shows that you really want to win huh ?
Come on la , dorang kacau kau pon tak seberape siol .
Yang kau saket hati sangat tu kenape ?
GIVE ME A GOOD REASON WHY .
Kalau tak boleh angkat jokes , jangan campor orang !!!
Abeh nak salahkan orang laen tu apehal ?
Padahal bukan pasal dorang kan aku marah kau ?
If you think it is , be it then .
But from my point of view , we fought because of your attitude , perangai , actions .
Aku da lamer nak blow kat kau . Cumer aku tak nak , pasal you're the best i've ever had as a
friend . Betol ?
Yang kau sensitive sangat tu kenape ? Aku tak paham ahh ngn kau .
Ni sekarang kau tinggal maner , lepak maner pon aku tak tau .
Kau buat aku risau kau tau tak ?

And about the guy that you're so called in love with ,
Don't trust him that much okay ?
I'm not being a bitch or whatever but ,
Kau tahu la jantan , banyak setan yang bertopeng manusie .
Betol ? Kau jangan terpedaye sangat ngan kate2 dier .
Be friends first . You both just met and know each other .
He told you don't think of him as a desperado ,
when actually by fact , HE IS !
Does he even know that you're still young ?
The way he treated you macam nak mintak kawin jek next year .
Cakap ngan dier ahh , chill ahh. Nak kelam kabot tu kenape .
kelaka ahh kadang2 .
The sweet talks from him aku da banyak denga la babe . So the typical of guys .
da la , aku bukan saper2 lagi nak nasehatkan kau .
Kalau aku cakap ni pon , boleh jadi gadoh jugak kan ? You kept covering for him
telling how good he is .
No wonder kau banyak kene bustard ngan lelaki kan ?
Because of the soft heart you once gave to them ,
leaving with a heart left as hard as stone in the end .
You give in too much when it comes to guys .
Lelaki sekarang bukannye aper , nak nonoks jek okay ?
Not all la . SOME .

Yang aku paling binget ,
Kau saper nak sumpah2 dorang sumer ? Kau pikir bende ni maen2 eh ?
Perangai stop it uhh . orang kacau kau tak boleh , abeh part kau kacau orang ?
Nak aku elaborate tak ? Orang laen memang tak berani bilang kau ahh .
Biler kau kacau orang , memang kiter ketawe semuer join in the fun ,
but you like to exaggerate sampai it becomes SO IRRITATING !
Ever heard of there's limits to anything ?
I know you like to irritate people .
Aku boleh tahan ahh pasal aku da biase , but the rest .
Think for their feelings also la .
treat others the way you want to be treated .
It's goes both ways , babe .

Ouh , You wrote in the letter saying that you were in the wrong .
And you keep blaming yourself , for everything .
By you leaving in the middle of the night at an unacceptable time without my consent ,
wow , that is so rude and so tak respect my parents kan ?
Jangan sebot pasal bapak aku ahh , at least think for my mum !
She told me that she thought you're the best for me .
Because she can see the good changes in me eversince we started being close .
But seeing her having doubts about you is something that i dnt want to see.
Kalau nak belah pon , BILANG AKU ! Mulot gi potong ahh kalau takleh inform aku anything !
Aku tau orang pernah cakap ngan tetamu dorang ,
"buat macam rumah sendiri" . Tap tengok situation ahh babe !!!
Pasal kau aku kene fuck ngan bapak aku kau tau tak ?
Kau nak parents aku label kau as someone yang tak beradat ke ?
Macam pompan that time tuh ?
Aku nak jawab aper ? Kau ader fikir tak ?
Next time kol my mum first ahh kalau betol2 nak beram .
Da tak respect aku lagi kan .. Go ahead . Terserah .
Nak cakap aku jahat ke kau nye pasal ahh . Aku da malas nak jadi baek lagi .

One more thing , i just realised that i'm seeing the bad side of you .
But from my experience living in this world , bad sides from people are seen
once in a while , when they really got their patience tested .
But i'm seeing it from you almost everyday .
Don't tell me this is your real perangai uhh . if this is your real perangai then i dont
know what to say . I takde comment . I hope that i'm not wrong about you .
Because i stick to what my mind says .
Go and complain to anyone you want . I don't mind .
I know you have lived a tough life , but don't make it as an excuse for me to give in
every single time . I'm sick and tired of it okay .
But even though i'm really pissed off with you ,
Just call me whenever you need me la .
I won't be calling you , or finding you . that's it uhh .
Takecare .

K marmar da kluakan semue dah .
Tulis sini habes sini la ehh .
Ni mar tak jatohkan maruah saper2 pasal mar tak mention name orang kan ?
So orang yang tak rapat ngan mar takkan tahu pasal hal ni .
So i didn't do anything .
My blog my say , betol tak minahreps ? hahaha .
ISH ! Stress !
Lepas satu , satu .
Nevermind , be strong mar , you can do it .
Meeting my friend Apit today , maybe . Wait for him to finish work first .

AND WHERE'S DARLENE ???? I MISS YOU . A LOT . CALL ME , PLEASE .