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The first glance was already love .

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Title : Naturally , you're the one for me .

Hello people , it's a Friday morning and it's now 11am .
Just finished cleaning the whole house , quite exhausting really .
Now i'm just waiting for Zuhairah to finish her school , so that i can call her up .
She should finish her school soon i suppose .
Currently Facebook-ing and blogging .
I wonder how's my girlfriends doing now .
Especially Safiah , Darlene and Rifqah .
Haven't seen their faces for like a long time .
I can't even recall the exact day i last saw them .
Let's just hope they'll do well for their examinations .
Good luck babes , and Darlene , i really hope that you'll ace most subjects .
Because you have been doing well throughout the semesters .
Good luck girlfriends .

Met Dino yesterday , after a long time .
Riko was there too . So happy to see them .
Saw Shaliza at the same time . Took pictures and so .
Went home at around 8pm .
Wanted to meet Hazwan actually on that very same day ,
but he's too busy to be seen i guess . Haha .
Gasak kau la nak . Penat ahh nk jage hati kau jek .
But mind me , i'm changing for the better okay ?
IM CHANGING FOR MYSELF . ♥

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Title : I was careless I forgot , I did .

hello hello hello .
Mar just reached back home , and it's now 7pm on the dot .
Finally , i got to meet Zuhairah after a long time .
Miss her like crazy you know .
Then saw that girl at 832 . Told deedee my mater saket kuat2 . Hahaha .
I don't think Deedee got the point that i was referring to that girl , hahaha .
Anyway , I'm happy to say that i'm changing into a better person .
My night life won't be a routine anymore , and i'll stop slacking everyday .
Once in a blue moon la korang boleh nmpk muker aku ok ?
Don't blame me , i just don't see slacking is a worthwhile thing to do anymore .
Yes , some people are jealous of me because i get 100% freedom .
I can go out whenever i want , same goes to as reaching back home .
Suker hati mak bapak aku la senang kater .
But trust me , i fought hard for my freedom .
But after getting it , you'll get bored . Seriously .
Hahahahah .

Dinah , baru jek tak jumpe kau bape hari .
And i heard soooo many shocking stories about you babe .
After talking to you just now , i just felt one thing .
Worried . I'm worried for you .
It's not your fault to be in love with him .
Feelings and love come uninvited , i know .
But you have been through a lot for a 15 year old girl .
Supposedly much more than me .
I just don't want you to get hurt anymore .
It's not the right moment baby , please be careful.
Don't slash your heart anymore .
I won't want that to happen .
Love you a lot . ♥

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Title : Perfect two

Hello blog readers , it's currently 11.35am .
And i'm going out soon to my counselling place to go for my tour to changi prison .
currently chatting with my cousin from Indonesia , gosh i miss them so much .
Really hope that i'll be holiday-ing there soon , after my GP programme is over .
And just got to know from Ayie that a girl,which i hate a lot is starting to slack at 832 .
I'm like O-M-G ?!? My darah go upstairs you know .
Baru berape minggu tak turon , da banyak changes .
Whatever la , asalkan dier happy .
♥
And i told my mummy it's confirmed that i want to continue my studies next year .
She suggested a place for me at Polytechnic or MDIS .
So i have to make a wise choice until the enrolment date starts .
Tak sabar aku nak blaja lagi .

And Danial ,i got to know that you got an offer to sing at Malaysia .
I know you're having doubts of leaving your friends .
But this is a once in a life time opportunity for you .
Not everyone is lucky enough to get this offer .
You must go for it .
I wanted to talk to you about this , but since we're not close like before ,
praying for you is the best i could do for now .
Really miss you bestfriend , hope you're doing fine right now .
XOXO

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Title : Pictures speaks a thousand word.

Raya with Ex-Riversidians .
Well , don't be surprised if you see Hazwan's face there . hahah .
Went Raya-ing with Aikah , Azroy , Zuffrie , Hazwan , Nabil , and this one girl .
Durrah had to tag along because she was at my house , sorry babe , i know you felt
awkward and uncomfortable .
Well , didn't had a splendid time , but enjoyed it because Zuffrie, Aikah and Durrah was there to cheer me up .

Featuring Dinah , Rabiatul , Durrah and Iqah's sister .
I remembered this picture where we played bunga api the whole night ,
since we had the hari raya mood going on .
And i really miss Rabiatul and Dinah , my two best listening ears .
I'm sorry if i'm MIA-ing or what .
There's something that i have to takecare of first .
See you both soon .

This pic was taken where we Raya with the whole lot of 832 people .
Let's see if i can remember everyone that attended.
For the ladies , there were Dinah,Rabiatul,Safiah,Rifqah,Darlene,Durrah,Ee Cheekies,
Iqah,Lala,MyraKeai,Trina.
For the guys,there were
Achmad,Ajat,Neo,Huzair,Haikal,Yus,Qayyum,Dino,Fyro,Aim,Zakir
Panda,Fauzan,Amyr,Danial,Alif,Jeremiah,Raja,Faris
Well sorry if i missed out anyone .
Call it Hari Riot if you will , haha .
And to Rifqah and Safiah , I rarely see you both now .
Where have you two been ?
I know you two are busy with school and examinations .
Please call me . &hearts

Dearest mummy and brother .
I remembered this picture was taken outside my cousin's house at Jurong .
Daddy was lazy to join in the photo session , as usual .
Well , family members are my pillars of strength, and no one could change that fact .
I will always be by their side .
And to mummy , i'll make up for everything bad that i did to you ,
supposedly during my growing up times .
I know i've been a nonsense to the family , but i've realised it now .
I know which circumstances are right for me ,
and which is the other way round .
Thank you for not leaving me when i've hurt you so bad .
I love you , mummy .

Labels: Recalling the memories

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Hello blog readers,im here to update again .

Alhamdulillah , i feel so much better now .
Now just slacking at home and spending time with mummy and abang tersayang .
Will be going for my counselling session at 4pm later .
Messy Googerl,epan and shahari nk go town ,
and they asking me to tag along .
Sorry guys , i have no mood to follow or even go out for now .
Yesterday family went Johor to raya at Ezma's crib .
Love her place , like a lot .
Sorry Ezma that i wasn't myself yesterday .
I know that i spent most of the time there sleeping at your house .
Didn't feel good , had migrains . So sorry , will make it up to you soon .
And i can't wait for my prison visit with my counselling mates .
Will be a great experience don't you think ?

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Hello people , sorry for not been updating .
Have been busy and sick these days .
What more hari raya-ing and going out .
To all my 832 friends , i want to say that i won't be coming down often .
Ask me why ? I'm unsure myself .
I don't see us being like last time , and sorry to say , everything's changed .
I'll come down once in a while .
If you guys are really my friends , then let me be , if you guys care or not .
I want to change into a better person . Because i'm getting older every single day .
Sampai biler mahu hari2 lepak kan ? Am i right ?
I have found the right principles in life , and i want to stick to it .
I have found the right person to guide me through , and i'm gonna stick to that person and listen to him .
I'm sorry you guys , i just dont feel belonged anymore ,
After those mistakes i did , i know everything's changed .
So it's better for me to let everything go .
I'm sorry . I just want to be a better person , whatmore prove it to my mum . <3

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Life's a bitch , bare with it .

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24 November 2010
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